I smile every time I see this old picture of myself. Of course, my son had no idea at the time, but his mommy had just won the confidence lottery. I separated from my ex-husband of 18 years in the spring of 2014. My son Adam was five months old, the last of our four children together. I was significantly overweight, broke, going through postpartum depression, and miserable with my situation. Figuring out how I was going to make sense of it all was mind-boggling. I was just ab